baking away

The Corona Crisis is doing my head in, not in the way that most people think. I don't mind being stuck at home. In fact that is the least of my worries. I am panicking that one of us will get this virus and not be able to fight it. I am terrified to loose one of my kids and I am terrified for my kids to loose me. I have a sore throat for weeks (coming and going), I had already antibiotics but they only worked temporarily. I have a dry cough for weeks too, which is treated when it comes with cortisone spray. On the weekend I had everything, slight fever, cough that was getting worse, sore throat, a mild panic attack due to all of that. I was terrified to die in my sleep that night.
It's Tuesday morning now and I am slightly better, the cough seems to move in the right direction, still plenty but maybe on its way to slowly go away. My kids are coughing too. 

If this crisis has thought me one thing, it's that I take too many thinks for granted and not appreciate the little things too much. I got caught up in this global battle to impress rather then live. So moving forward that is what I will focus on. I am working on my finances for 6 month now. I will move to pay of my debts ASAP. I am working on a plan on what I want to achieve and how. In the meantime we spend some time baking yesterday, a small cake and some 'donuts' with the left over dough